Its about time!!

I must have done something wrong and was shut out of working on my blog for four days. I was getting ravings withdrawal like crazy. I need to be on my soapbox to let off some steam. Thank you LORD for steering my hands to fix the problem. I know HE is by my side, even though I have no proof HE is there. Because I believe I know he is there.    Life is 10 % what happens to you; and 90 % of how you respond to it.    And since I am older, I respond a lot better to it! I don't get so mad at others, I just need to forgive myself more. I am picking up Bruce in two hours for breakfast since it is saturday and he likes to get there at 5:30 AM when they open. I am trying to get him to carry his cell phone everywhere when he goes out in case he has trouble. The stroke he had not too long ago worries me. I don't want him to relapse and not have his phone in his pocket. I carry mine now when ever I go outside. I don't want to be laying on the ground and not be able to call for help. Him likewise.

I have a lot in built up emotions I need to write about. Just getting to work on this page makes me feel better. With my mindset, I need to fix any problem that is giving me trouble. When I can't figure it out, I feel like a failure. When I finally figure it out I give myself a hard time when I find out how easy it was and I spent so much energy diagnosing the problem. When I figure it out, it seems like I should have figured it out right away! I am not so hard on myself now that I am older. When I was young I really was hard on myself. I know now I can't be smart all the time. I sometimes have brain farts and it takes me longer to figure it out.

Thank you for reading my new page. I feel better for writing it. I can relax now. I will not screw it up again I hope! If I do, I will figure it out in time. I never give up! I am just slower sometimes.

Thank you LORD for getting us thru horrific winter. This picture is from two years ago, The grand kids having fun like they will again soon!